|Wanted: Psychological Rhino. Maybe.|
I think I'd like to remember how to reconnect to something other than distant contemplation. Contemplation is good. Feeling like you're behind a wall watching the world go by isn't so good. Or is it? Is that what contemplation is? Being detached? Attachment isn't good. It's the e-ticket to unhappy because nothing is permanent except change. That much I know.
Is this the human condition? And if so, how do the rest of you re-connect to joy when all you care about doing is whatever needs to be done and going back to your book. I think I miss the fire.