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| Wanted: Psychological Rhino. Maybe. |
I think I'd like to remember how to reconnect to something other than distant contemplation. Contemplation is good. Feeling like you're behind a wall watching the world go by isn't so good. Or is it? Is that what contemplation is? Being detached? Attachment isn't good. It's the e-ticket to unhappy because nothing is permanent except change. That much I know.
Is this the human condition? And if so, how do the rest of you re-connect to joy when all you care about doing is whatever needs to be done and going back to your book. I think I miss the fire.
I've had typhoid. And the blues. I'm still technically able to pass the typhoid on. If you caught my blues..you may catch my typhoid.
ReplyDeleteI will try to remember to wash my hands after I use the powder room and before I serve you food. Sometimes. Don't eat my food then.
And I will try to be more upbeat before I blog. Sometimes. Don't read my blog then.
Love you.
It wasn't even you. In fact, when I read your blog entry, the reason I commented the way I did was because I was in the very middle of the same feeling. But I blogged about it because EVERYONE I've been talking to lately has been expressing the same feeling.. they're all sort of "meh".. It was just weird.
ReplyDeleteAnd I love you too, and thus will not stop reading your blog and quite frankly, i think i'd eat a hot dog from your unwashed hand if it was important to you. I hope it never becomes important to you.
Well, as of right now, like this moment, that is not important to me. But I truly appreciate your thoughtfulness.
ReplyDeleteI wonder what it is? The weather or the season? This is my least favorite time of year.
I have to say, I'm really glad it's not presently important. If that changes, let me know.
ReplyDeleteAs to the why. Gurl, if I knew that I'd fix it. It just keeps going on and on. I feel like I'm on a churning coastline waiting for the boat I'm in to snag a sand barge.